season of love?

almost everyone (the guys) in my class are vexed about girls.... i'm wondering why...? errr... i don't really know what's going on with them, and i don't really that "thirty-eight" (being busybody) wanna know about all their stories. just heard their conversations "accidentally" while i was in the canteen with them for lunch, 'cause they were just sitting right beside me or opposite of me. ><"

i was so down on friday, just not in a good mood... i really don't know what's going on with me too, everything is real but they look so unreal for me. was about the guy again after a long time being single.. i know him when i was form 3, but we seldom keep in touch. few months ago, he met me coincidently in the college canteen, that's how we keep in touch again. was once, he told me that he likes me, but i wasn't bother about it until he mentioned that again in front of me (face-to-face).

i thought he and i could go smoothly into a new relationship, but i was wrong. when my feeling fell into him, he has decided to leave me. he has already decided before i was prepared for the cruel truth. why...? i treated him so good and i never realize about it until his friend said something -- "look, your girlfriend is so good to you". i don't mind if i get hurt or what-so-ever, i just hope that he won't feel bad for the decision he has made. i do hope there will be a changes of what he has decided. but... i... i don't know if i could change his mind to take back the words he has said.