Terrible Moment on Friday

yesterday was quite a terrible day for me, arrghhh... back to friday (yesterday), i was having lectures from 9-12noon. was once, i looked at my watch, it was 10.00am. something came to my mind saying that "results release on 10am, it's now!". goshh... i felt worried and scared to know my results. bout 10:30am, my classmate tommi SMS-ed me, was telling me his results. i didn't know what should i do, i don't wanna die... ><

then, i replied him with my login ID and password, for him to check my results... bad bad bad... bad news from him after he has checked on my results. i failed one subject, it's probability and statistics. grrrrr.... i don't wanna see any of my subjects failed. T_T especially mathematics subject, it's bad.... no other way but to resit that subject?

i was so not in the mood to attend the next class, skipped a tutorial class after that. *sighs* look... i keep my results record in MS Excel, and now... it's so "ugly".... T_T



i never fail any subject in college before, this is the first time. OMG~~ *sob sob* it pulled down my CGPA... NOOOOOOOOO.... T_T

i gotta work harder to push my CGPA higher now. *fingers crossed*